| 24th August,2007 Friday **最近我真係唔知自己想點ar....好想發脾氣,好煩,好辛苦ar...!! 今個星期三啱啱考完bio ge pre-mock, miss leung話我地ge表現唔好,重有半年時間我 地就要考A-level,叫我地俾心機讀書. 之後我就開始一路諗好多野.... 我係咪真係點讀都讀唔入腦呢? 我盡左力未呢? 我有d咩野唔明呢? 到時考唔到入大學點算呢? 我會唔會全部都衰晒呢? 其實我一開始係咪應該唔好讀中六呢? 有冇人真係會考14分升到大學呢? 我仲夠0夠時間讀好個A-level呢? 除左呢d之外, 我究竟第時讀完書出嚟想做d咩呢? 我會唔會搵唔到野做呢? 我做咩要學日文呢? 我連ar sir 叫我一篇生活ge流程都寫唔到ar,學左咁耐我學左d咩ar? 點解我會驚返日文呢,係咪因為人人都好勁,但係自己就冇得同人比呢 其實我自己都好矛盾,成日話想讀好個A-level,入大學歐研,翻譯,英文,日研...但係自己又 唁努力,做到好似好勤力咁,實質又唔係....... 好煩a!!好想出去外國讀書ar....點解人人都有一技之長,但我就好似咩都冇!!我都好想好 似d戲ge主角咁,咁叻,話去邊度留學就留學,想做咩就做咩ar.....!! 
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